2019, and 2020, have been very rough years for me. Today, on my favorite holiday, it just got a lot worse. I'm losing hundreds of dollars, and my spirit is pretty broken right now. Yes, therapy helped me with a lot of things, but there's been a lot fighting me in my life, and living alone through it, almost never seeing anyone in person, makes it that much harder. Therapy won't help with these struggles, just the ones it helped me overcome earlier.
I appreciate all the support you guys have been giving me. It does mean a lot. But, there's a lot beating me down right now, and rather than post it here, here's a thread from my twitter page where it's more seperated and readable, because it's a lot, if you choose to read it. This is me at my weakest.
The short version is, don't use Cashapp. I regret using it. But, it's also saying what i've been through this year, some things I haven't mentioned. I'm not going to feel motivated to make content for a bit....I"m sorry. Here's the thread: https://twitter.com/thatjohnnyguy2/status/1322701335419080704
I'm not asking for money, I'm not asking for miracles, I just want all of this to stop. I can't take much more of this. I'll still appear on The Newgrounds Podcast with Corey for the interview regarding our skits in the NGVA Collab, but that's about it for now...really I just want to sleep well instead of 4 to 5 hours every day, I'm always exausted, never getting anything done anymore.